Remember Me?

Well, its been a year and half since I've blogged. Nice. I'm only blogging tonight because I have nowhere else to turn. Today has sucked. BAD. I haven't felt this low or been this sad in a very long time. I'm just not even sure what to do. I'm frustrated because I can't form a plan in my head and make it work. It feels like everything is falling apart. And I can't stop it. Pathetic. I just don't know where to go from here. And even worse, I have no one I can ask. No one to help me. I'm just very sad now.